I am quitting. I have a pot of vegie soup simmering as I type.
I made it through today, but this morning I had an experience I do not wish to repeat. When Kiera got up, (around 7:15 am) I was very very weak. After I took care of her morning diaper, I started to get shaky. I sat down on the couch and started sweating and getting very nauseated. I think my blood sugar really took a dive. Fortunately, Gabe was able to get me some Ningxia Red juice, and I drank that and some water, which did the trick.
I hardened myself that I was not going to quit. I made it through church, and then while I was at work, I prayed that God would give me a peace about what to do. I almost immediately knew I needed to switch over to the soup, and tonight would be a good time instead of tomorrow to prevent having a crash happen again. It's funny, I really was fighting the idea of quitting, but when I prayed about it, God totally changed my mind and gave me peace.
But then! I had to work all day knowing I was going to get to eat tonight... It took a long time :-) But I was able to stay busy and this helped. And in 20 minutes, I get to eat soup.
Hallelujah! :-)
Sunday, May 18, 2008
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