I have been struggling with how much to talk about my cleanses. Not because I am sure you don't want to hear the lovely details, but because scripturally we are not to boast. My initial response is that I am not boasting, but then I question myself, because I know my pride permeates my entire being.
So, after prayerfully considering, I am going to tell you I am doing it, (as a prayer request mostly, because I am a little afraid), and I will tell you I am done and thank you for your prayers. If anyone wants further details, I would be happy to share, because in my sharing I hope to HELP others! I am your guinea pig! But to avoid any possible boasting, I will not share any specifics.
I am doing it tonight; won't be complete until all day tomorrow. I would appreciate prayers for strength-- I am afraid I won't be able to drink the concoctions and that I will want to eat something terrible, like butter ;-).
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Monday, April 21, 2008
De-Clutter Week
Over at Biblicalwomanhood, Crystal is declaring a War on Clutter Week!
While we have more than our share of clutter, we did have a small victory last week, and our church had a huge victory!
Last Saturday was our church's Spring Clean GiveAway. Everyone brought in their working, good condition stuff that they didn't need, and members of the community were able to come and get what they needed or would be a blessing to them. Since we were across the mountains this weekend, we did not get to be there, but did donate a few boxes.
Melia went through her toys and put together a box of things she wanted to give to children who didn't have many toys. I had more trouble than she did with this! I am sentimental, so I guess I shouldn't have been suprised...
I went through my cupboards and donated cooking stuff that I didn't need. I am not sure why I hung on to 5+ casserole pans over the years, as I normally only use 2-3 of them! This also prompted a lid/bowl match, with all the loners going in the trash!
The reports at church said that this was the best year yet, (3rd year) and that over 100 people heard the gospel! We pray that each seed that was donated and taken home will sprout in their hearts!
While we have more than our share of clutter, we did have a small victory last week, and our church had a huge victory!
Last Saturday was our church's Spring Clean GiveAway. Everyone brought in their working, good condition stuff that they didn't need, and members of the community were able to come and get what they needed or would be a blessing to them. Since we were across the mountains this weekend, we did not get to be there, but did donate a few boxes.
Melia went through her toys and put together a box of things she wanted to give to children who didn't have many toys. I had more trouble than she did with this! I am sentimental, so I guess I shouldn't have been suprised...
I went through my cupboards and donated cooking stuff that I didn't need. I am not sure why I hung on to 5+ casserole pans over the years, as I normally only use 2-3 of them! This also prompted a lid/bowl match, with all the loners going in the trash!
The reports at church said that this was the best year yet, (3rd year) and that over 100 people heard the gospel! We pray that each seed that was donated and taken home will sprout in their hearts!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
My Disclaimer
Ok, so I have been feeling guilty about my shortcomings, and I feel I should ask for all ya'll's forgiveness. (Is ya'll's a word?)
It really is a good thing God made me a fairly quiet person, because when I start talking, I have a strong tendency to mess it up. And when I am excited about what God is teaching me, and I start telling others, I mess it up, and then sometimes it makes my theology sound a little off the beaten path.
So, for everyone whom I have offended by my inability to perfectly articulate what I am trying to say, I ask your forgiveness. And if I say something here on my site that confuses you or you wonder where in the world it came from, please feel to discuss it with me, via comments or email.
Now, just to clarify, I am not saying what I am getting from my Father is wrong, only that I have a hard time putting the words together and explaining it properly. If you disagree with what I am saying, I am also open to discussion with scripture to back it up. And if you want scripture back-up to what I am saying, feel free to ask!
Thank you for your understanding and mercy and grace for my mouth.
Or hands....
It really is a good thing God made me a fairly quiet person, because when I start talking, I have a strong tendency to mess it up. And when I am excited about what God is teaching me, and I start telling others, I mess it up, and then sometimes it makes my theology sound a little off the beaten path.
So, for everyone whom I have offended by my inability to perfectly articulate what I am trying to say, I ask your forgiveness. And if I say something here on my site that confuses you or you wonder where in the world it came from, please feel to discuss it with me, via comments or email.
Now, just to clarify, I am not saying what I am getting from my Father is wrong, only that I have a hard time putting the words together and explaining it properly. If you disagree with what I am saying, I am also open to discussion with scripture to back it up. And if you want scripture back-up to what I am saying, feel free to ask!
Thank you for your understanding and mercy and grace for my mouth.
Or hands....
Thank You!
I just wanted to say thank you to the new faces I see commenting-- it is honoring to see that what God is doing in my life is a blessing to someone else!
So Thank You!
So Thank You!
What Fun!
Gabe and I got away for a night-- it was great! We spent 5+ hours driving through Southish Seattle traffic :-) but finally got to our destination. Actually, 5+ was our total driving time, the 2+ was what seemed to take the longest :-)
We took in a gun show (in the same building was a miniature horse show!) and attended a meeting of Preparedness people. This was incredibly interesting-- it wasn't at all like I expected. What I had envisioned was sitting around for several hours discussing how life as we know it is headed down the tubes. Instead, it was several hours of how-to, what is necessary, where to get the best price, who knows who that does what, basically a run down on how to be efficient and not waste our resources now.
Now, don't get me wrong, there certainly was some doom and gloom, but for anyone looking for the truth in media, it is there for your finding too.
Want some examples?
http://www.businessweek.com/magazine/content/08_17/b4081083014665.htm?chan=rss_topStories_ssi_5
http://wnd.com/index.php?fa=PAGE.view&pageId=60480
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/money/main.jhtml?xml=/money/2008/04/08/cnrice108.xml
Now, not to be all doom and gloom on you (!) but I believe that we do need to be aware, at the very least, of what is going on. And, at the very least as well, pray what God would have you do. Don't be caught unaware.
We took in a gun show (in the same building was a miniature horse show!) and attended a meeting of Preparedness people. This was incredibly interesting-- it wasn't at all like I expected. What I had envisioned was sitting around for several hours discussing how life as we know it is headed down the tubes. Instead, it was several hours of how-to, what is necessary, where to get the best price, who knows who that does what, basically a run down on how to be efficient and not waste our resources now.
Now, don't get me wrong, there certainly was some doom and gloom, but for anyone looking for the truth in media, it is there for your finding too.
Want some examples?
http://www.businessweek.com/magazine/content/08_17/b4081083014665.htm?chan=rss_topStories_ssi_5
http://wnd.com/index.php?fa=PAGE.view&pageId=60480
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/money/main.jhtml?xml=/money/2008/04/08/cnrice108.xml
Now, not to be all doom and gloom on you (!) but I believe that we do need to be aware, at the very least, of what is going on. And, at the very least as well, pray what God would have you do. Don't be caught unaware.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Prayer Request
Since posting my triumphant post this morning, I have definitely felt "under attack." I have had to constantly refocus my thoughts on where God put me during my quiet time, as every which way I turn I find myself being lured back to frustration and hurt. I am very glad that I did post it, as it has been a quick read to encourage myself when I start to feel like I am failing God-- not holding up under the pressures of the enemy. Although I find this to be encouraging as well, because that means He is using this to make an impact somewhere other than in my heart for eternity!
Thank you Lord, that when I grip your hand tighter and focus my sight on You, that you squeeze right back and hold my gaze. I am finding His strength through my weakness. God, I love too that You are speaking into my heart the scriptures that I am able to experience first hand!
"You are my Rock, my Salvation."
Thank you Lord, that when I grip your hand tighter and focus my sight on You, that you squeeze right back and hold my gaze. I am finding His strength through my weakness. God, I love too that You are speaking into my heart the scriptures that I am able to experience first hand!
"You are my Rock, my Salvation."
Book Review: Deception by Randy Alcorn
What a fun book to read~!
Written in first person from a very sarcastic homicide detective who has two Christian friends always trying to "evangelize him," this book had me laughing out loud at some of Ollie's thoughts.
My favorite? (That I can remember anyway...)
"My partner doesn't just have issues, she has the whole subscription."
I really enjoyed reading the discussions between Ollie and his Christian friends. Ollie's big thing was if there is a God, why does he allow all the bad things to happen? Why do the bad guys get away? Personally, I understand that our God is the Ancient of Days, and He will judge every person for every thing they did, in the end. But, to explain this to someone who does not believe in God anyway? Not so sure how to swing that one. So reading this brought me one step closer to being able to translate heart knowledge to head knowledge.
Written in first person from a very sarcastic homicide detective who has two Christian friends always trying to "evangelize him," this book had me laughing out loud at some of Ollie's thoughts.
My favorite? (That I can remember anyway...)
"My partner doesn't just have issues, she has the whole subscription."
I really enjoyed reading the discussions between Ollie and his Christian friends. Ollie's big thing was if there is a God, why does he allow all the bad things to happen? Why do the bad guys get away? Personally, I understand that our God is the Ancient of Days, and He will judge every person for every thing they did, in the end. But, to explain this to someone who does not believe in God anyway? Not so sure how to swing that one. So reading this brought me one step closer to being able to translate heart knowledge to head knowledge.
His Name is Faithful and True
I came to a realization last night; it wounded my heart and pierced my soul. Thoughts of bitterness and pettiness crept around the shadowed closets of my mind, taking hold where I would not directly see them. The enemy was lying in wait for me to succumb to self-righteous fury.
And then a bright light, a voice speaking through my thoughts, shining brilliance into every shadowed corner, exposing the lies and deceit.
"Vengeance is mine, sayeth the Lord."
It is not my place, nor my right, to take any type of revenge. It is my duty, and my honor to serve my King. And to obey His word.
My prayer time this morning was so powerful- I sensed the words being planted in my heart, and my prayer ended up being a change of my heart to become more like His. Just a smidgen, but a tiny baby step in the right direction. I PRAISE His name for this! Prior to this, I would have spent hours if not days wallowing in self-doubt, pitiful, and woe-is-me mindset.
NOW I AM FREE. The freedom of the Lord is a sweet sweet blessing. A blessing powerful enough to bring me back, to remind myself when the enemy is tempting me again. I pray that I will continue to listen to the voice of His Spirit instead of the enemies slimy words trying to gain entrance into my Holy of Holies.
And then a bright light, a voice speaking through my thoughts, shining brilliance into every shadowed corner, exposing the lies and deceit.
"Vengeance is mine, sayeth the Lord."
It is not my place, nor my right, to take any type of revenge. It is my duty, and my honor to serve my King. And to obey His word.
My prayer time this morning was so powerful- I sensed the words being planted in my heart, and my prayer ended up being a change of my heart to become more like His. Just a smidgen, but a tiny baby step in the right direction. I PRAISE His name for this! Prior to this, I would have spent hours if not days wallowing in self-doubt, pitiful, and woe-is-me mindset.
NOW I AM FREE. The freedom of the Lord is a sweet sweet blessing. A blessing powerful enough to bring me back, to remind myself when the enemy is tempting me again. I pray that I will continue to listen to the voice of His Spirit instead of the enemies slimy words trying to gain entrance into my Holy of Holies.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Maybe a plan of action
My commentor got me thinking. I seriously doubt anything is wrong with my thyroid, since every time I have any kind of test done I pass with flying colors, other than being 25+ lbs overweight. No, that did not feel good to write that, but even at my smallest, straight out of high school, I was classified as overweight. It is because I am so short (5'1"). So I don't think I will ever escape that "label."
But! Over the years, I have gathered information about natural health, and when looking at my current "attitude" issues, I believe a cleanse would be in good order. I spent many hours yesterday during nap time and after bedtime researching the Master Cleanse and others on WellTellMe.com (a great natural health resource forum)
I think this interim between pregnant and nursing would be the perfect time to do a few cleanses. The best thing I have found is that doing a liver cleanse should help with any gall bladder issues that exist. I know I have issues, based on the random pains I get. (Personal diagnosis based on others testimonies and treatment) They are very random, but in the beginning part of this year, I had a week or so where I was having more regular attacks. I used some of my essential oils, and after a few days they ceased. So, I don't have a huge problem, but the fact is that this could change quickly.
This is the plan I am adopting based on the voices of advice and experience at WellTellMe.
Week One: Liver Cleanse
Week Two: Liver Cleanse
Week Three +: Master Cleanse, followed by Liver Cleanse
Post MC + One Week: Another Liver Cleanse
I am choosing this because the MC will release Many toxins into my system, so the first 2 LC are to prepare the liver and hopefully reduce the detox symptoms during the main cleanse. Now, I just have to look at the calendar.... and plan accordingly.
PS- I do believe your prayers are helping-- thank you for your encouragement! And I know stress plays a huge part... and this weekend was stressful, so I am probably rebounding.
But! Over the years, I have gathered information about natural health, and when looking at my current "attitude" issues, I believe a cleanse would be in good order. I spent many hours yesterday during nap time and after bedtime researching the Master Cleanse and others on WellTellMe.com (a great natural health resource forum)
I think this interim between pregnant and nursing would be the perfect time to do a few cleanses. The best thing I have found is that doing a liver cleanse should help with any gall bladder issues that exist. I know I have issues, based on the random pains I get. (Personal diagnosis based on others testimonies and treatment) They are very random, but in the beginning part of this year, I had a week or so where I was having more regular attacks. I used some of my essential oils, and after a few days they ceased. So, I don't have a huge problem, but the fact is that this could change quickly.
This is the plan I am adopting based on the voices of advice and experience at WellTellMe.
Week One: Liver Cleanse
Week Two: Liver Cleanse
Week Three +: Master Cleanse, followed by Liver Cleanse
Post MC + One Week: Another Liver Cleanse
I am choosing this because the MC will release Many toxins into my system, so the first 2 LC are to prepare the liver and hopefully reduce the detox symptoms during the main cleanse. Now, I just have to look at the calendar.... and plan accordingly.
PS- I do believe your prayers are helping-- thank you for your encouragement! And I know stress plays a huge part... and this weekend was stressful, so I am probably rebounding.
Check this out - I ordered two!
The Rebelution
I read an article by these brothers last year in the Eternal Perspectives Newsletter; it resonated within my heart. I could not agree more that our teen years are wasted in American culture, and that a reprogramming is necessary to combat this failure.
They just published their book, Do Hard Things, on April 15th. I bought one for us and one for our pastor, since he is the current leader of the youth group.
I can't wait to read it!
I read an article by these brothers last year in the Eternal Perspectives Newsletter; it resonated within my heart. I could not agree more that our teen years are wasted in American culture, and that a reprogramming is necessary to combat this failure.
They just published their book, Do Hard Things, on April 15th. I bought one for us and one for our pastor, since he is the current leader of the youth group.
I can't wait to read it!
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